| Tuesday, December 16th, 2003 |
| 3:35 pm |
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| Wednesday, October 29th, 2003 |
| 5:59 pm |
HOCUS POCUS IS IN THE DICTIONARY I really hope to finish my novel project by friday wooohoooo :) |
| Monday, October 27th, 2003 |
| 9:33 pm |
01: what is your first memory of me: 02: how long have we been friends: 03: tell about one memory we share together: 04: describe me in four adjectives: 05: if we could spend a day together what would we do: 06: name one thing you really don't like about me: 07: name one thing you really do like about me: 08: if you could give me a gift what would it be: 09: have we ever gotten in a fight & about what: 10: have we ever hugged: 11: have we ever danced with each other: 12: have you ever seen me cry: 13: have i ever offended you: 14: what is something embarrassing that i've done: 15: what do i usually look like when you see me: 16: what do i say all the time\whats my catch phrase: 17: do you think we will be friends in 5 years: 18: do you think i am bitchy: 19: has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't: 20: what advice would you give me, in general: 21: wanna make out: 22: suggest a song for me to listen to: 23: is there a song that reminds you of me: |
| Monday, October 20th, 2003 |
| 7:26 pm |
Can someone give me an update of spanish stuff or Algebra... |
| Saturday, October 18th, 2003 |
| 11:05 am |
Yeah its homecoming day... I am not really even excited. I am excited about getting my hair done and see Brian though. I know the dance is going to suck. I am excited about eating some good macaroni Grill. I am going to cousino with Brenna my senior year next year i am so excited. I am taking french III Spanish IV German I Chemistry Buisness Math and Psycology Yay i cant wait to be with Brenna. Thats gonna be so great!!! I think that will really make my senior year. |
| Thursday, October 16th, 2003 |
| 12:45 pm |
I am so happy I went home sick 2nd hour I just really needed to come home. Brian came and saw me on his open fourth it was nice. I was sleeping before he came and I was all cuddled in my bed. I was kind of restless and cranky when he was here but it went good :) Tonight I have to go to my work party Blah! I dont wanna go I dont know when I am going to find time to do my essay :( i dont even wanna think about it |
| Tuesday, October 14th, 2003 |
| 6:05 am |
Ok so its 6 in the morning I just got done with my pilates work out. I figure I will switch my morning work outs up...between absoultely fit....yoga for dummies....and my pilates dvd I really want to get some new videos so i can have a varitey everyday thats why i think i dont stick to exersising it gets to boring because i do the same moves everyday. Anyway for speech we can do an informative speech on anything we want. I want to do some contriversal but then I want to do something on a country or like farming. I dunno. I was just thinking about how dumb it is when black people of the U.S call themselves African Americans when most of them have never been there and they resemble nothing of real Africans. I really love true African culture its so great. I hate when black people catergorize themselves with African culture when they are speaking slang and wearing baggy pants because its the same at all or anything close..Not saying that is wrong or w.e its your own buisness to dress how you want but I think its a little bit of a disgrace to call baggy pants and slang talking AFRICAN. I love Africans they are awesome. When I was in Germany this guy from south Africa was sold me a bunch of beautiful jewelry they have such awesome clothes and Jewelry. If anything out fucking dumbass country should help Africa instead of a country that is constantly pulling some shit like Iraq. I really want to go to a part of Africa that speaks french that would definetly be a treat. I must repeat again no where in these article am I trying to say I dislike black people. I am just trying to defend African culture from a dirty image. :) |
| Sunday, October 12th, 2003 |
| 12:32 pm |
So today I am going to Farmer Jack by my work to see if they are hiring which i am so praying they are so i can work there and get more money. The whole day i am spending relaxing and stuff. working on all my foreign language stuff. It should be a nice day . I will write more tonight! |
| Sunday, October 5th, 2003 |
| 7:55 pm |
I hope everyone had as much fun as I did today! I had tons of fun and I love my friends. I can't wait to hang out again. Muuuahh! Leah thrifting will be great! |
| 12:49 pm |
Leah just encase you didnt get the message CALL ME!! SEE EVERYONE AT 4 ...FOR THE FONDUE ROOM!! |
| Saturday, October 4th, 2003 |
| 8:30 am |
I havent wrote in my journal in so long. I guess sleep looks better to me then staring at a computer screen. Lately things for me have been ok. Just working and doing homework. I am kind of annoyed about a lot of things in my life right now I guess I am trying to let them work itself out naturally. This morning I am spending the morning doing chores..woohoo It feels good to get them done so I wont have to think of them all week. Brians coming over at 12 to hang out but i was sad to hear he has to work at 6 but thats ok because i have homework and stuff and that will be some nice alone time for me to oraganize things and work on my english projects. |
| Wednesday, October 1st, 2003 |
| 5:24 pm |
What time should i make the reservations sunday???? Anytime is fine for me :) Respong ASAP |
| Sunday, September 28th, 2003 |
| 4:04 pm |
Fondue room Sunday Oct 5th RSVP by leaving a comment!!! |
| Saturday, September 27th, 2003 |
| 6:53 pm |
I got my dress today I am so proud of it. I look so damn cute in it and I love it :) It was only 40 dollars i was like whoa this is the perfect dress and on sale for forty dollars at marshal fields whoa!!!!! I am a very lucky girl. Well tonight im staying in and working on homework. I wish my life could be just normal again. Everything is changeing and in some ways I like it a lot. I just wish I could pack my bags and go to Boston ...err But i have to wait a year and 1/2 booo. I want a new home so bad I just want to be far far away. Last night was awesome I love my friends woooooo!!! |
| Friday, September 19th, 2003 |
| 10:22 pm |
Into the thoughts of Adrie....enjoy
The first expression of the my feelings lately will be concluded in a letter written to my mother. She will never recieve this letter but you all get the jive. Dear Mom, When will you grow? Thats all I want to know. Why is it that you having a good time comes before my happiness, the chores expected of you as a mother and the time spent with your husband. I don't understand why you do see how great the frugal things in life really are. You take on so many projects that involve yourself when you never had time to begin with before all these new projects. I believe you are a failure as a mother. I am sorry to say that really because I dream of having a mother that will take care of me and worry about me and actual love me and want to talk to me. You don't do anything motherly at all ...you don't clean (your probably the person that makes the most messes then takes it out on me when dad yells at your for them), you dont ever cook and you have never once sat me down to ask me how i felt about anything in my life. I think its sad that like majority of the other parents in America you failed to care and be patient with or even wonder who i am as a person. Do you even know what my favorite food is or what my favorite class at school is? Oh wait better yet mom what year was I born? ...you fail to forget that a lot. How can you even say thank you when someone congratulate you on what great daughter you have when you took no part in shaping me. I did everything myself my whole life. I have been alienated from this family since as long as I can remember. Coloring alone in my room or playing school by myself. I just wish you would have took even one hour to have your undivided attention on me. I know you will probably never face up to things you have done but thats ok because I just want to forget you. |
| Sunday, September 14th, 2003 |
| 9:55 pm |
Fearless....
These last couple weeks have made me fearless. When you believe in God what is there to be afraid of. I give my life into his hands and hope for a good outcome. That doesnt mean I will give up on trying to make my life good but I wont stress about the things that are thrown my way that I didnt deserve. For everything happens for a reason and everything has a meaning.I want to say I love all the new friends I have made. I don't know if these people necessarily consider me a friend but everyone in my youth group is so amazing in their own way and I love them all deeply. I look forward to getting to hug them every Sunday. They are so wonderful. I love hugs. I love knowing that there are people there for me. Thank you. |
| Saturday, September 13th, 2003 |
| 12:15 am |
Autumn Nights
Falling faster and faster until I hit the bottom. I lay with my eyes open wide looking deep into what I imagine is forever. If only I could pull the future closer and bury the past further away. The stars astound me. They shine so bright above me. As I lay on the firm damp ground I drift away. Inhaling and exhaling fastly till my mind goes blank ...I drift away. I drift away to a place where it is easy to love. Where it isnt impossible to be happy all the time. As the windy blows over my pale dull face I come back. I come back to the world where I am one in a billion. Where it is difficult for me to relate to my surroundings. As I lay there, with every move I make there is a crunch from the leaves below me and every time I inhale through my nose I smell that wonderous smell of simplicity enriching my body. I think I was in heaven...... maybe for a moment. |
| Friday, September 12th, 2003 |
| 8:03 pm |
Lonely I guess you could say. I wish I could go to church tomorrow and I wish I would have got my stupid check from that italian class. I have so much homework and stuff to do I am literally buried alive. I am happy I have all weekend to get everything I need done. I cant wait to graduate. It cant come soon enough. |
| Monday, September 8th, 2003 |
| 6:56 pm |
I am hoping Brian Peck will be on tonight.... MY head hurts ...I havent been right all day ehh Its not like me to be like this usually at school i am hyper... |
| Sunday, September 7th, 2003 |
| 10:55 pm |
Yeah youth group was awesome... I dont believe i broke down and cried I could feel it coming though. I am so emotional and sensitive. I loved the songs we sang and everything it was just great. Week plans... Monntag School Work Church at 730 Hw Laundry Mardi School Work Spanish from 7-9 H.W Visit Burr Miercoles School Work Church @ 7 HW Donnerstag Work School Brian HW Friday Work School STUDYING Church 7:30 Saturday Church 12 30 and 2 30 I am so broke because I have been stupid spending my money rapidly err :( |
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